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Is it my imagination?
Or have I finally found something worth living for.....

Right, so I blocked my blog for a private post. Just 1 private post. Meant supposedly for myself. Myself and those who can guess my password.

Back to business then. Things have to be said, words have to be written. No, actually they don't have to. Regardless then, lets get on with it.

School has started. To see everyone back, lectures, tutorials are still a pain in the ass. Karmen Yeun seems to have forgotten that we're in Polytechnic Year 3 last semester. She seems to think and treats us like we're still pimply snot snivelling geeky teens in Secondary school. Well, we're not. Sure, some of us still remain pimply and geeky but we ain't no schoolkids no more. We're adults so treat us like so.

There's a soccer tournament on December 1st. I took part in it. My team consists of myself, Gomes, Paul, Shawn, Yun Qiu, Melvin, Rezal, Zainal and Daryl. Am I confident in winning the tournament? Not really, no. Why? Cause we're all talented individuals. Meeting a talented TEAM will fry our asses. Of course, if we meet Daryl's friend's team, you have the permission to blindfold me, tie my left leg to my right hand and feed me wasabi filled sushi during the game. Not that I'm looking down on them but well.........yes, actually I am. I've played with them before, they can't play but they don't even make the effort. I hate that. If you suck at something, the least you can do is make an effort and give it your best shot.

My laptop's wireless connection is giving me a headache. I'm using the desktop to type this entry out. I can't use my MSN messenger, nor can I join my friends to play games. Not that I've been playing much anyway. More to life than games and all that you know?
After all......
All the world's a stage, and the rest...........vaudeville.

You know, I've nothing much to write. Yeah, so thats bout it I guess....hopefully I've got something more interesting the next time.

I was looking for some action
But all I found were Cigarettes and Alcohol

So today's the last day of IPP. I'm sitting here in the office, blogging "illegally" for the last time. Not going to write much today. Gonna do the things I usually do in the office for 1 last time. Which basically means taking advantage of the smooth internet and non-lagging computer to surf the net and watch youtube and do the things I usually do to pass time. Watching the live performances of Oasis, Dio, Iron Maiden etc, fragging people/throwing Poon's tummy/fighting vampires on Facebook, reading up on interesting stuff in Wikipedia and playing Free Cell/Solitaire are just some of those things.

Add cursing at Bolton Cunterers for just scoring a last minute goal against my Sheffield Utd team in Football Manager, damn them, to the list.

But its gonna be over soon. To school next monday. Am I excited? Not really. I'd much rather have a nice holiday before school starts. But still, it beats having to wake up everyday to come to the office and sleep at the staircase landing.

My mind has been in a kind of hibernation, I haven't got the chance to really use it that much you know? That's why my blog entries are so bloody long. Cause its just like writing a composition and that requires some thinking(how to phrase sentences). Reading also helps. That's why I've been borrowing books from the Library, ranging from light-hearted novels to dark-themed & serious comics. Its been quite some time since I have been so immersed in the world of books and I'm enjoying it.

Anyway, thats all for this post. The end of IPP officially ends in 49 minutes time. I've still got to erase all traces of illegal activity from my computer JUST in case. After all one can never be too careful. Ciao for now


You gotta roll with it
You gotta take your time
You gotta say what you say
I think I've got a feeling I've lost inside.....

This has now got to be one of my favourite pictures of all time. It was taken at the match on Saturday between Arsenal and Man Utd. Look at that old lady in the background!!! Hahahaha pointing the middle finger at Giggs with ferocity and utter loathing. Look at her sour puss expression. Classic. How I wish I could be her godson or something. Then we could spend our time discussing about what utter cunts Man Utd and their bunch of cheating players are. Maybe at times we'll pull out pictures albums of Man Utd cunts and point our middle fingers/V signs at those pictures the whole day. Practice makes perfect after all. All of us can point the middle finger, but to do it like that old lady is a different thing altogether. The whole package must be there. The technique of pointing a middle finger (what incredible technique!) must be trained.


Alex Ferguson said after the game that the Arsenal fans were abusive and he was scared. Yeah, I don't doubt it. He must have seen the old lady before the game and trembled, maybe peed in his pants too. Judging from his post match comments, I think he suffered a bit of a mental breakdown too. And is it any wonder Giggs was anonymous the whole game? He's probably having sleepless nights now, tossing and turning, and having nightmares of an army of old ladies pointing middle fingers charging towards him.

On to other things now though. Having played soccer for a few years now, have never come across a soccer game, be it street of field, which I enjoyed playing more than the one I played at school recently. It is an ABSOLUTE joy to be playing with like-minded players, players who plays the short passing game like how Arsenal plays. It is my style to play quick and short passes and usually I don't get the same service from other players or we are not on the same wavelength. But that recent game was simply exceptional. There's a big difference when you truly enjoy the game. Well just had to get that adrenaline rush of that game out of my system.

Erm....so this has really been a bit of a soccer post so far. Nothing much else to update actually. Or rather just a bit too lazy to update since I've got Football Manager to play at my office. Well, Ipp's ending so yeah, see all you guys in school soon.

Thats all.

I cut my hair yesterday

Cut just the fringe

Did it myself

Bad Mistake

Regret

After today its just gonna be 1 more week of IPP.

1 more WEEK! 5 more DAYS!(but if you minus the holiday Ashley Gomes celebrates on Thursday then its 4 more days)

Then its back to school again. No more travelling all the way to Kallang everyday. No more checking, proofreading, counting words etc. to do. But of course, the downside of it is no more pay either. But hey, seeing as how stringent I am with my money and I have no girlfriend nor commitments to spend on, I think I'll survive quite comfortably.

Speaking of stringent with money, I just spent $34 to get myself something. YES, finally after nearly 6 months of needing a new one, I have bought myself........a new bag! I think many of you have seen the condition of my old black bag, and MANY of you have asked me to get a new one for the love of mankind and all that is good and pure. And so I did. But only after having the security of another pay check being banked in did I concede and spend. Nonetheless, for the benefit of those who has not seen the condition of my old bag, I'll post a pic up soon, as a memorial for the length(since Primary 3) the bag has served me.

Still on the subject of being stringent with money, I recall a scenario in the bus around 5 weeks ago when Ben, Chun Hong and myself were on the way to Toa Payoh.

Ben: Don't take the offer with the Mp3. The Mp3 not good.
Me: Huh? Why isn't it good? Is the quality lousy?
Ben: No, not that. The Mp3 only 512mb!!! Now everyone all got 1GB+ Ipod or Mp3, this one only 512mb, so lousy!
Me: But...........my current Mp3 only 256mb leh
Ben: -.-.......

Showing once again, that I am most unwilling to part with cash to spend on myself. I think I inherited this trait from my dad. But like him, we love both love to spend on food. And myself, I tend to exceed my budget when buying gift for my loved ones, be it my parents or a girl I like. That is why I actually spend a little more freely now. Cause, after giving money to my parents and grandparents, I don't have anyone else to spend on. Hahaha, sometimes being single rocks. I'm quite sure my wallet and bank account agrees.

Anyway soon it'll be the last semester. I don't know if I want it to end quick or if I want it to go slow. What do you want? I know I hate the school but don't hate the students(or some of them anyway). I have realised that its not the age that defines us, but what we do that makes us who we are. We can be 20, 21, 18 or 34, yet after we leave the comfort of being students attending lectures and just worrying about studies, we will have to become adults. Whether we like it or not. We have to worry about the economy, about current events and affairs, about where the next pay cheque is going to come from etc. Its not the same transition as it was from Primary School to Secondary School nor Secondary School to the Polytechnic/JC/ITE/repeat O levels and fail again. This is different. The question is: Are you ready for it? Am I ready for it?

Anyway, I'm sure most of you would have read about the case of 3 caucasian bastards who took a trishaw ride from a old uncle, lauged and mocked his struggles to cycle all 3 of their fat asses, and then at the end of it, refused to pay the fare, while still laughing at him. Arrogant bastards. You know what I suggest should be their punishment? Forcing each of them to individually cycle a trishaw up Bukit Timah Hill, with Sean Poon, Ahmad and Edmund Ho Teng Sung(ah) as passengers. To make it even better, get edmund to jump up and down the trishaw so as to cause tremors which will result in a landslide. While the 3 bloody caucasians die slowly of hunger and thirst underneath the soil, Poon, Ahmad and Edmund will have no problems surviving cause they have lots of reserves. By the time the rescue team comes, the caucasian bastards would have died while Poon, Ahmad and Edmund would become slimmer. That way, everybody wins.

That of course, is wishful thinking. We all know nobody wins. Nobody deserving anyway.

Right, so its almost gonna be 6pm and time to knock off. I've been playing around with Facebook and watching the old episodes of X men(the cartoon) on youtube to pass my time in the office. The latter especially brings back so many memories. Its not the X men evolution crap but the original cartoon. Super cool to see Gambit, Wolverine, Xavier, Magneto, Apocalypse, Cyclops etc. once again. The puns in the show are surprisingly quite good, and though the animation leaves a lot to be desired, its still entertaining. Very very entertaining. Much more entertaining than the shite Television programmes we get nowadays on Channel 5 etc.

There's a whole lot I would like talk about shite TV programmes(especially My Sassy Neighbour *shudder*) but its almost 6 now and I've gotta prepare to go home. So on that note, ta-ta and have yourself a very good and entertaining weekend. Oh and here's to a entertaining game between 2 top teams Arsenal and Man Utd on Saturday. And here's hoping for a convincing victory for the Arsenal. COME ON YOU GUNNERS!!!


you choose to cast no shadow toward me